I'm learning to embrace the pain with the help of god,esp our lord walking with me. Life I'm learning is the loss of pets,moms,dads,brothers,sisters,friends,acquaintan ces, and spouses. We love them and when the loss comes it's hard to understand. The shoulda,coulda, woulda s ran through my mind. I have faith in the lord that he will guide me,like walking with me along the beach at the waters edge holding my hand. My wife I believe is in a better and happier place. Where her intercession can help me. We walk by faith and not by sight. I'm learning but it's hard. I try not to be self centered. I hope I make sense. I'm still 'spinning' so to speak. Thank you.
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